The End is Here

The end is here

We have nowhere to go

No road to take

No map to follow.


A heavy heart

As blood pumps the pain

Of life

Unbearable life.


Burdens of responsablities

Of mistakes

Of mistrust.


It all comes to an end

Here.


The end is finally here.

I wanted to get my feelings out. So in art they go. Third manip so far. I don't care if it's horriable or not. I just wanted to get my point across.

Give up.

That's what I feel like doing a lot. Why most of my drawings are half done or only on the sketch process, why the sit in a notebook for five months or even a year. That's why I made this manip. I wanted to give up a lot but I didn't I kept going and I finished it.

Keep going.

I will always keep going. I will never stop. It's not in my nature to just stop. I can't stay still in school, can't stop my fingers from flitting in the air. Can't stop my brain from thinking and observing. So I will always be on go. I will move forward.

Despair.

I'm full of it. But so is the world. It's such a weird word. Despair. It doesn't mean to be sad. Doesn't mean to just give up. No, it means to give up hope ! The one thing that human beings need beside water and food.

Hope.

This is what I have left. What I depend on. This is what gets me through a drawing, through my school days, through thunderstorms. This is what keeps me running. I don't know if I even knew I was only running on Hope. Which is like running on the crudest oil on almost empty. It's horriable and hard, but it's all you've got so you better use it. So hope is what keeps me alive for better days.

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